I have a few times claimed
to have photographic memory, but only in the most diluted sense, or
only in a very selective way. I remember all my photos, every single
one of the aproximately 20 000 pix I've got on my harddrive. If I see
a picture of a flower or a few strands of grass, I can tell you where
it was taken, why I was there, who I was with, what the weather was
like etc. Sometimes when I drive by some town I have never stopped
in, I see a house or a tree and some image I snapped through the
windscreen 4 years ago pops into my head. I can probably tell you
what softwear I used to edit it too, but then again there are
memorable difrenses between Gimp, Adobe Lightroom, Photoshop and MS
Picture Manager. But enough about that. I figured I'd try something
new. I selected one of my many pictures randomely, and will now
attempt to «remember» the circomstances of it. But I perfer to
remember it creatively... and fill in the blanks... and by this I
mean that I will probably just make something up. I mean.... come on.
Who wants to read some randome day in the life of me? Nobody!
BTW: This text appears not to contain even a single typo, so I suspect Open Office Writer has finally given up this spell checking thing completely :P
BTW: This text appears not to contain even a single typo, so I suspect Open Office Writer has finally given up this spell checking thing completely :P
So here it goes! A rainy
evening in November! Or maybe some other time. My computer claims it
was taken in the afternoon of Christmas day, 2008, but that doesnt
seem right. Anyway, here it is, along with a wholy madeup story:
Bam, bam, bam goes the
rain. And it wount hold up even for a moment to let you breath, to
let you think or to let you see properly. I wish it would at the very
least remind me, remind me why I'm out here, alone. I'm already
soaked through and it's not over yet. There are still stuff to be
done and steps to be taken. And still... My flashlight finds an
abandoned skateboard. Something happend here, I'm sure. Someone left
here in panic I imagine, or not by their own force. I paint picture
of devils and demons in my mind and systematically neglect the
lighter, bland scenarios. Soon, before I move on, this is burned into
my memory specifically defined as a dark oman, a most sadistic hint
at what's next. Around me the dark is getting denser, consuming my
surroundings slowly. My flashlight is getting more pircing.
I'm it, the most visible
thing for miles.
Whoever's out there have
me at such a disadvantage that it's laughable. The wind is making all
the creapy noises that wind makes and the trees are dancing in
solute. I'm not laughing. Definetly not. I turn off my flashlight, my
beacon of hope. I'm on my own now. I want to run. Instead I hunch
down so noone will catch my siluette against the still bluish sky. I
sit, I watch, I wait. The dark can't last for ever, right?
But, hey! What am I doing
out here? The world ain't directed by Stephen King and if the devil
even exists, I suppose he ain't on my case full time.
Or maybe it's a she?
Maybe it's me!
I exhale.
A wistle through exposed
teeth.
Wouldnt that be neat!
But now I should probably
go.
Because there's reason to
believe it isnt so.
I pull my hood over my
head and stalk off. You'd think if I had any extrordenairy dark
powers I'd be onto it by now. I wouldnt hold my breath for such a
revelation.